its killing me inside

Sayang, you know how much I love you even though you don't want me to. But sayang , my love for you would never change no matter how hard you try to makes me hate you.I do understand how you felt and how much you're hurt before.Please believe me, I am gonna give you the greatest happiness once you're truly mine.I will wait for you.Only you.

I remembered when I'm having my hard time before,you always be there for me.You are my 'special guardian' by singing me a song when we talked on the phone, text me with those sweet words, talk to me gently and treat me like a queen of your heart.You are so sweet. I was give up before in love matter but since you came and 'touch' my heart , I was started to fall in love.You always try to cheer me up.We're so happy together before but now,it seems to be fade away. Why ?

Ya maybe it's hard for you to accept someone new. But I won't give up.I will be waiting for you sayang.One day I'm gonna makes your heart beat fast by loving me with all your heart.All I need is patience, patience and patience.I'm gonna walk away from your life if you want me,but sorry I can't.

I always want you to be mine and I know it would take some time or long time.For sure, I won't give up.

-undefined- I LOVE YOU FROM THE VERY BOTTOM OF MY HEART, LUTFIE..